Spring of 2021

In april of 2021 I had just gotten out of a long term relationship. Anxious to stay busy and be around friends, I went over to Cades house. Per usual he texted me, “just walk in“. I hopped out of my car, slipped my shoes off by the front door, and headed down the steps to a “Whats uppp!”. It was early in the evening and a few friends were already there as Cade informed me he was thinking of having a little party (sorry Michelle!). I was excited about this because I loved gathering in Cade’s basement. Everybody was always welcome and it was always a good time. What sticks out to me, and why I’m writing this, was this quick exchange I had with Cade right before the party began. “Where’s (ex-boyfriend)?” he said to me and I froze for a second. “Well actually we broke up so I doubt he’s coming”. A quick expression of sadness flashed his face and he said “that’s too bad I love ***** he was always nice to me!”. And I was caught off guard! I wa